stress = more shopping ...
seems like i'm buying stuff for the sake of buying ... if that makes any sense ...
2 bras + 2 tops + 1 pair of shorts ...

i noe this is a fad ... but i cant stop myself frm getting it when theres a 40% discount!
& its sort of a gift for xy ... lol ... a gift that she HAS to share with me ...

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i dunno wad to feel abt todae's paper ...

theres
20% relief
20% happiness
20% worry
20% regret
20% cant be bothered

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yay to malay!

shit i m stressed ...

wad have i been doing for the past few days -_-

woooopeeee i solved my lj prob !!!
okay ... i wasnt the one who solved it ... but i happened to chance upon some instructions on how to get rid of that stupid error ... so yay!

happy bdae sis !!!

this shall be the last year we cant celebrate with u on time :)

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well ... instead of me banning myself frm the net ... lj has decided to "ban" me frm accessing their sites ...
boo ...
i realise there's nth much left for me to surf now ...
perhaps ying huo de fu ??
its a sign for me to concentrate on my text -_-

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2 weeks !

since i din manage to lay my hands on that pretty Supre dress ...
i got myself a cheaper alternative ...

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i shud really ban myself frm using the net ...
2 weeks ...

memories memories ...

taken at the beginning of term ...
Quad (my fav eating place)+ LT19A?

wad we do during seminars ... talk cock & do silly stuff ... lol ... no wonder L blacklisted us :P

last lect ...
ok my head looks really big ...

last presentation ...

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wad will life be like after i hand in my last exam script ???

*sigh*

i dunno y i always have the blood pressure rising sensation during proj discussions ...

maybe i juz cant explain myself clearly enough ...

i feel so pek cek ...

zzzzzzz

eeeks ... the supre dress dat i ordered is OOS ... zzzz

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i cant seem to get into mugging mode ...

so i did my sums juz now ...

blow #1: total sunk cost ballooned to $6073 -_-

blow #2: KK donuts are damn ex!!!
i think i can onli afford an original glazed ... & dats alreadi ard 2sgd ?!?!?!
as much as i would love to gorge myself with the 15 diff flavours ... i cant :(
maybe shud get poop to smuggle some back when he visits us in dec ???

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bucks saving mission

2 meal days in europe:
brunch + dinner
brunch: bread + cereal
dinner: maggie mee (assorted flavours)

the onli thing i can pray for is tt my luggage wont get lost ...
imagine my bucks saving supplies all gone !!!
i wont be so suay de ... rite ???

i guess nobody likes responsibilities?

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y do pple have the misconception that i m v free ??

& y do i hafta settle these shit when its way past my bedtime + i've juz had a super long day in sch ???

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zzzz

well well well ...
i really feel like smacking my big mouth ...
the onli guy in the 'grp' refuses to be the grp insurance leader ...
y on earth did i even bother to ask ???
now it seems like i'm going to be the one arrowed ...

was i asking for too much in the first place ???
i mean shudnt the onli guy in the grp volunteer ??? esp since he is the oldest amongst us ???

guys nowadays ar ...........................................

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i think our 308 proj sucked ...

somehow i m prepared for the worst ...

some of my spree items arrived yest ...
my f21 top came with a missing button ...
& my gajane shoes was 1/2 a size too big -_-
boo ... dats how suay i can get ...

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first time i withdrew so much cash from the atm ... 2000 bucks !!!
& first time i see only 2 digits in my bank acc ... lol ...

its kind of scary ... to see all ur savings depleted at 1 go ... & this is onli the beginning o_O

i m so glad that we r at least 80% settled ...

my course mates are kind of serious on dressing up for the UTT gala dinner ...

so i bought this supre dress ... in black ...

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mamee saes no more online shopping in april ...

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i think europe will be fun :P

my eyes r on the verge of popping out ...

the only conclusion i got after reading through the numerous travel forums is: travelling in Europe is expensive

bah ...

so the prob now really is how to compromise on an itinery ...

i dun think i have the moolahs for a 17 day trip ... even if it's bread and cheese for breakfast lunch & dinner ...

hmmm its kind of difficult to plan a trip when u have 5 strangers with 5 different opinions ...

the onli thing i can hope for is nil conflict amongst us during the trip ?? lol ... but will there be a conclusion in the first place ??

i've successfully moved on from my clothing craze to a footwear craze ...

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i noe i have tonnes of flipflops but i juz couldnt resist the bright colours and lovely florals -_-

argh to my psychological disorder ...

i need to sell my previous buys ...

woohoo ...

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hello tv!
hello antm!
hello hana kimi!
hello dim sum buffet!
hello silly jiji!

byebye eyebags!

i shall endure ur attitude problem for another 2 days ...

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i dun understand y we have to try so hard to cling onto somebody else's results ...

this is supposed to be OUR paper ...

not a replica of somebody else's work -_-

*SIGH*

breathe in breathe out breathe in breathe out breathe in breathe out breathe in breathe out ...

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i dun wanna die prematurely ... yet ...

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its scary to be experiencing the mad rush of blood to ur brain so frequently ...
i dun wanna die of stroke ...
neither do i wanna get paralysed ...

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shudnt it be majority wins ?

think i'm suffering from some kind of psychological disorder ...

the more stressed i m ... the more i feel it is justified to shop ...

there goes half of my ang pao $$$ ...

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i hope the 15% discount code expires soon?

actually ... i'm kind of glad that the latest results detered us frm re-doing *again* ...

as much as i do not want to give up on us ... there's nth much we can do now given the time constraint ...

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i still detest the idea of rushed work ...

night safari anyone ???
50% off admission fees applicable frm 10-31st march !!!

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sidenote: i've submitted the deposit :P

i wont stop being paranoid till i pay up the deposit on mon ... lol

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i guess i m accepting my honourless fate ...
maybe it isnt that bad afterall ???
at least my future employer wouldnt be expecting too much out of me (thats if i can even find a job without an honours degree ... lol)

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ah lau gave up on us ...
he said we can juz submit our draft as the final report O_o

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i m going to miss my sis's ROM in May ...

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the summer studies thingy set me thinking on some stuff ...
like how my parents have spent a bomb on my education ...
big sis wasnt a financial burden to them cos she was on scholarship ...
xy i believe she is smart enough to gain some recognition somewhere ...
& that leaves me being the biggest money sucker at home ...

this trip shall mark an end to my money sucking days ...

i will do something to make them proud of me ... someday :)

OMG ... i'm trembling in excitement because .......

I M GOING TO FRANCE !!!

yes they accepted my application !!!

wooohooo ...

i think i am going to start believing in fairy godmothers ...
cos i was 'telling' mine todae ... that if she grants me my wish to UTC ... i will step into the slog-till-u-die world with no regrets ...
& tada !!! i came home frm malay quiz ... opened my mailbox ... & screamed ...

i <3 my fairy godmother !!!

& bcos of the gd things that r happening ard me ... i shall stop being that bitter person that i was ...

i guess i've learnt ...
that i cant expect others to have the same priorities as me ...
& tt dui bie ren ren ci jiu shi dui zi ji can ren ...

so go ahead ...
complete ur assignments & study for ur quizes ... while i continue to slog day and nite running spss ...
once i'm done with this i will stop being ms 'busybody' & get my life back ...

i m finally enlightened!

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there isnt a need to sae sry ...
juz ask urself whether u would be angry if i told u one thing & did another ...

these days ...
i think i will die of high blood pressure if i dun blog ...

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wads the use of doing everything super quickly when the end results are going to be inaccurate (& the re-doing continues) ???

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will we ever be able to finish ???

some pple juz wont understand wad bz means ...

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the re-doing nvr ends ...

y cant u all try to digest the paper too ???

i m no god ...

so dun try to rely on me ...

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i nvr believed that fast work = gd work

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i m sick of this ... period

ang got the 'letter' of acceptance frm the GSS peeps ...
i got NONE !!!
bah to my sucky results ...
another long wait till late march ...
booo ...

i like cao ge !!! he's cute !!! lol ...

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i will get over this ...

something kuku happened to me juz now ...
i was alone in class waiting for malay to start ... when this bian tai came in frm the back ... switched off all the lights ... & left !#@$#$@%

i think i really ying tang fa hei lately ... thats y the kuku stuffs wont leave me alone ...

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

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think i'm going to fail my malay quiz ...
chikgu ask me qns in malay i ans him in english even though i barely understood him -_-

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cao ge tmr !!!

argh to the no. of sprees i've been missing these days ...

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data collection is almost complete (wow!) ... hopefully this time round we get the results that we want *pray*

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i have 2 quizes nxt week which i have yet to touch ...
& bloodly 308 assignment -_- y cant he understand that most of us r taking a GE here ?!?!?!?!

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no france for me ?
nobody ever gets back to me :(

yest i almost reached my breaking point ...
redo-ing data collection is no joke ... esp when we have to finish it in 2 days ...
but this is the time for us to support each other ...
so i tried not to lose it ...

it is frustrating when "not understanding the variables" is STILL used as an excuse ...
i read this as u r trying to shirk off responsibility ...
time & again we had to give in to u bcos of ur "lack of background" ...
i read this as you are not putting enough effort ...

seriously ... arent the variables the basis of the proj ??? how isit possible to not understand it when we have been working with it for months ???

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project #2
nobody takes the initiative to do ANYTHING ... even compiling the report! i guess in the end it'll be little ms perfectionist doing the 'dirty job' ...

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GIVE ME A BREAK!!!

hmmm ...
i think there's this layer of ice wall surrounding my heart ...
i've no idea when it started forming but i'm quite sure that breaking it down wont be an easy task ...
i feel bad when i cant return the kindness that i'm showered with ...
& my brain will ask me to run ...
thats how the mechanism works ...

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pretty fireworks we saw todae !!! reminded me of how boon did 'his thing' ... lol ... so my brain (being the highly cautious brain) told me to siam as far as i could ... juz in case ... lol ...
but the fireworks were truly breathtaking :)

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so kat u noe wad i mean rite ?
i guess i kind of knew smthing was wrong ... so it was difficult for me to act natural ...
but i did try ...

its juz me la ...
i'm weird ...
i belong to the nunnery :)

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i guess the deadline of 2528 has to be extended again ?? lol ...

lets allow nature to take its course ...

huge sigh of relief!
he said we did well ... heh ... i hope he really meant it ...
think all of us will lose weight frm the 2 hrs of standing ...

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the gss peeps din get back to me ... looks like its no more UTC for me :(

ok i dunno wads wrong with this grp ...
info is not shared ...
work is not done ...
everyone is bz ... so there shudnt be excuses ...
it juz pisses me off when i see no difference bfor & after the slides r edited ...
no effort ...
no wadsover ...
y shud i even bother ????
argh .............

back to sch again tmr ... zzzzzzzzz ...

some random cny pics ...

quan jia fu ...
inclusive of my sis's bf!
spot him if u can ... lol

pretty ang pao packagings! love the dbs one esp ...
love my zara pocket tunic ... but i looked like a fashion disaster pairing it up with folded skinnies -_-
nonetheless the adults love the bright orange ... lol ... so new yr-ish ...
& my poor boy had to help do the cny entertaining too ... the kids simply love him! lol

lastly ...

HAPPY CNY PEEPS !!!

finally submitted my 311 assignment ...
mad rush ... AGAIN ...
bah ...
think i submitted some crappy stuff ... i hope he doesnt blacklist me :X

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tmr's new yr ...
my AE jeans has yet to arrive !!!
i have no bottoms to wear -_-
no shoes tooooo ...
fruitless shopping trips irritate me ...

have submitted my application!

UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC UTC

i ordered my AE jeans without stating the inseam length -_-
gooondooo me ...

i need a good and cheap altering service !!!

lunch todae was a HUGE clump of mee sua in yest's thick leftover soup -_-

y i'm pissed with mamee's maple addiction is bcos mapling is more impt than ANYTHING ...
even cooking a DECENT meal ...

i juz feel that wad i was made to eat was more fit for a pig ...
anything mamee can find and cook in the shortest time dumped into a pot ...

the only good thing that came out of this is i totally lost my appetite ...

bah ...........
i seriously feel like crashing all the comps at home if i didnt have any use for them ...

yest someone spilled coffee on my white tank top -_-

i think there is a need to educate kids on lift etiquette ... when pple inside the lift need to get out & u r blocking at the doorway ... jolly well step out to let them out !!! isn't it common sense ?!?!?!
& if u r holding a cup of hot coffee in the crowded lift ... all the more u should step out !!!

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i dun understand y i can still be horded with work when i'm onli taking 1 core & 2 general electives this sem ...

i think my fixed income tutor is really out to kill us ... 1 written assignment + 1 presentation + > 3 chaps to read every week ... is he crazy or wad !?!?!?!

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i hope they grant me a place in UTC for the GSS program ^^

maybe i shud stop being that perfectionist ... & let them take the initiative to spot the mistakes ...

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yest's career fair was alright ... mostly engine related jobs ...
but we collected lots of freebies ... lol ... frm pens to teddy bears ... think my paper bag muz have weighed at least 1kg after the whole event ...

after sifting through all the brochures ... i realized that there's actually nth much for me to apply online -_-

bah ...

i wan my dream job ......

the atmosphere at home is weird todae ...

it all started because of mamee's obsession with maple ...

its not that we do not want to let her play ...
but gaming frm morn to nite is abit too much isnt it ...

& somehow i'm always the one who attracts the scoldings in the end ...

maybe i shud think of a rehab plan for mamee ...

i hate FYP. period.

think i'm suffering frm the fyp-phobic syndrome ...

dread sitting in the lib for 3 hrs straight ...
extracting/re-extracting never ending data ...
y cant we progress frm data collection ?!?!?!?
grrrrrrrr ...

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skipping malay ...
sry chigu jumaat ...

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grouchy ....................

moo !!! here's a Bigi bag spree ...

closes this sat 27/1/06

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feel like getting this leopard print inner lining bag ... lol ...

shit ... i went to register under instructors instead of students -_-
dun tell me i hafta spend another 27 bucks to get another license code ?!?!?! argh ...............

sombody tell me wad to do ...............

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y HO results so weird de ??? I tot 7's performance was flawless & the most entertaining out of the bunch ...

we lost again T.T

byebye SDQ9493 ...

it bothers me sometimes ...
when pple start asking u qns without first trying to seek for the answers themselves ...
wads the www for ???

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i wont be taking french anymore ... major dissapointement ...

i spent 118 bucks in the first 12 days of January ...

i muz have been super stressed ...

to moo,
the shoes frm this tw auction site are damn cheap !!
imagine 12++ inclusive of rough estimate of shipping ... heh ...
gonna order thru this spree organiser ... cos she does meetups :)

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french slots all taken up ... *sobs*

wanna take french but m hogging on to malay first ...
typical kiasu singaporean ... lol ...

i think they shud do smthing to the server/database/wadever if they noe tt traffic is going to be heavy todae ...
it's frustrating to keep seeing 'The page cannot be displayed'

bah ...

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we got arrowed by the lecturer yest for sitting in the last row ... damn suay ...
imagine the whole LT of pple turning their heads back to see who's the 'gal in black' ... lol ...
super embarrasing yet funni ...
ang is going to be famous ... LOL

what is wrong with genting ?!?!?!?

performance was slumpy the whole day ... until i sold it off at 0.915 ...
now its 0.935 ?!?!?!
y the fluctuation ?!?!?

ok this entry is going to be abt stocks again ...

cos genting's share price keep plunging for i dunno wad reason !?!?!?! i tot they won the bid for the IR proj ???

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i guess indecisive & clueless souls like me shud really celebrate the existance of mutual funds ...

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eeks ... i missed the add-drop period -_-
my french language ....................

yest i was still making a wee bit of money on the trading platform ...
now i'm making a loss due to the oil price drop !!!
bah ... shud have realised the gains yest la ... when all the stocks were doing fine due to the all time high STI ...
now shud i sell off all my natural resources stock ???

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ooooh magnus energy's price rose back ...
eeeks heart attack ...
so i shud sell off wilmar ???

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trading is so chim la ... i m juz buying/selling based on intuition ...
heng this is onli a game ... lol ...
& i finally understand y my derivatives tutor said we shud start trading ourselves ... that is when we will force ourselves to go through the daily financial/business news ...

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wilmar is still down ... hopefully it rebounds by noon ???

eeks ... wingtai rose abit ... after i sold off my shares -_-

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i can understand y oil prices r affected by the US stock market ... but what has "unusually warm winter weather" got to do with oil prices ????

first good news of the yr ...
CONGRATS TO BEI & BOON !!!
heh ... our taka couple ...

i hope it was boon's wish that came true ...
den my job wish might come true too !!!

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FYP = headache ...
will a good enough topic drop frm the sky ... plsssssssssss

xy's frens r over to countdown ... so this was wad we had for dinner ...

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was photographer cum director for the day ... lol ...
like the impromptu pic i took of bei & boon ...
& the one on my wish ...
wish hanging was fun ... lol ... esp wish searching ...

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my little boy doing wad i do best ... lol ... how can i not love him ??

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i need to slp .... zzzzzzzzzzzzz

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ps: xin i noe y the photos i sent u r resized ... hotmail resized them for me :X

(diaryland finally decided to let me rant -_-)

results r out ...
the C came back ..
n of all modules it chose my PE !?!?!

i'm going to grad in 6 mths time .... honourless ...
i suck ...
big time ...

FYP's not going to do me any good ...
since our topic got rejected AGAIN ...
that leaves us with 3 mths of mad rush ...

bah ... feeling lost is an understatement now ...

somebody inject me with some optimism ...........

eeks moo i onli managed to find the undownloadable version of only human

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more cravings for oldies ... lol ... ktv again tmr ...

bangkok trip was quite fun actually ... bfor i came down with flu & sore throat -_-

(wah i'm impressed with photobucket ... juz 1 click & they do the copying for u too ... lol ... dats efficient ...)

anyway i love that snowman ... so cute !!! & that xmas tree is supposed to be the largest one in asia ...

cheap cheap cheap ... & good ... esp the phad thai ... prefer sg orh luat though ... crispy eggs are rather weird ...

100 BHT for 4 (they gave us 1 xtra ... lol) rounds !!! silly kat was screaming like hell for the first round ... lol ... it was fun ... made us high ...

my fav place ... not in terms of shopping but the cutesy environment ... lol ... even the toilets are cute la !!! i would be taking photos of every cubicle if i had time ... &&&& we saw cute thai models filming there on our 3rd day ... heh

no more mbk for me if we were to go back again ... kind of wasted our whole day there ...
platinum fashion mall was gd though ... i dun think we finished scanning the whole 4 lvls ?!?!?! i shud have bought the spongebob bag neh !!!
missed my dunkin donuts ... we always run out of stomach space when we see an outlet ... my star donut :(
thai massage was gooooooooood ... slept & snored ... lol
coca was gooooooooood too ... yummy sauce ...

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bei's bdae ...

mr red ranger's super cute & hyper ... lol

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the pretty neoprints !!! my yellow one's the nicest !!! lol

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wished i noe how to cook .. den i wont be stuck with doing the dishes which i absolutely hate -_-

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halfway through the death note manga ... things starts to get boring after L dies ... but is L really dead or was it a fake death ??????????

omg ...
think i'll look ridiculous in my 2 toned arms and legs ...
shud have soaked myself in sunblock ...

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butterflies ...

mamee fell down at the temple todae ...
scary ...
it dawned on me that life can be vulnerable ...
i cant imagine a world without my loved ones ard ... i dun wan that day to come ...

i guess that's y pple need companionship ... its scary to live in this world ... all alone ...

for the first time ... i was glad to see mamee mapling :)

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ecp todae was sunny rainy sunny rainy ...

i like my yellow background neoprint ... its cute ... LOL

omg ...
wasted my whole morning training cos i died TWICE at the bloody showa st ...
i want to kill myself T.T

the other day i was happily mapling when my sis's bf "proposed" to her via the webcam ...
i went crazy ...
n my mamee witnessed everything ... including my going crazy ...

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i m lost ... m i supposed to start sending my resumes alreadi ???

yest was bad time management ...
todae was good time management but tough paper ...
tmr's THE LAST PAPER !!!

wahahahahahahhahahahahahahahah

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i tend to get over confident when it comes to open book exams ...

sing along to the mozart (or isit beethoven?) tune ~~

doom doom doom doooomed ...
doom doom doom doooomed ...

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now that 214 is 17 hrs away ... i'm getting worried for tues's 307 ...

really doomed ... i cant seem to rem wad i've studied 1 week ago ...

& i cant seem to convince myself that it's onli a GE ... n dat i shud juz relax ...

reeeeelaaaaaax

horoscope reading for todae ...
When the cat's away, the mice will have a whole lot more fun. There's no need for anyone to worry, however. You can still deliver results even when your methods are a little on the unorthodox side.

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tmr's the big day ...
butterflies ...

i need a superpower memory to store everything that i've read into my brain ...................

ahhhh 307 is killing me !!!
i think i'll juz skip the text & read the lect notes instead ...
now i'm thankful that i took this as a GE :)

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actually i'm more worried for 214 ...
31 chaps ?!?!?!
1 week ?!?!?!

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the target items i bought online went on further reductions !!! dui ...

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i wish for more time to study but at time same time cant wait to get these over n done with ... ironic ...

Ichi ritoru no namida
Aya's translated diary

jap drama yi gong sheng de yan lei is damn touching la ...
i noe i shudnt be watching :X

watched bits n pieces of the jap version of liu xing hua yuan too -_-

i seriously need to be more disciplined ...

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cant wait for exams to be over !!!

my bank acc balance has reached its new low ...............

BUT WE'VE BOOKED THE ROOMS TOO !!! yay !!!

its confirmed confirmed confirmed confirmed confirmed confirmed confirmed confirmed confirmed confirmed confirmed confirmed confirmed confirmed confirmed confirmed confirmed confirmed confirmed !!!

omg i'm going to bangkok with the sa peeps !!!! lol this is so exciting ... air tix have been booked ... so papa cant change his mind le ... heh ...

this is like the pre graduation trip trip ...

cant wait to shop till i drop ...
although the hole in my pocket will enlarge ...

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meanwhile i shud really start my revision n not get over excited !!!

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anyway i read this book that xy borrowed abt reincarnation ...
the author said that birthmarks are actually death wounds frm our previous life ...

so eerie ... i muz be wounded when i died ...

photo post bfor the mugging posts start to flood ...

guess the onli gd thing abt fevers is the illusionary weight loss ... lol ... i think i really burnt off some fats leh (comparing the oct pics with the nov pics) ... lol

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death note was gd !!
i tot L's kind of eerie ... deep yet childlike ???
power can really bring the evil out of men ... scary ...

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sometimes papa tends to forget that words can hurt too ...

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note to self:
last train to bukit batok --> 1215am
theres 173 at ur bus stop !!!

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lastly ... presenting ...

my little boy :)

think i'm kind of stressed lately (muz be that much dreaded 307 presentation) ...
i dreamt that all my front teeth fell off !?!?!? damn scary ...

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had fun yest ... i knew the cards would be a great pressie ... heh ...
pics soon ...

sis ben n i saw tay ping hui & jeff wang while lunching at taka yest !!! 3 metres away ... but i din really dare to stare ... lol

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laughed really hard at the
the 'M' hair private joke ...
bei's toilet cubicle encounter ...

last nite was fun (minus cin's "disappearing act") ... heh ... maybe we over reacted ... n heng we din call the police ... lol

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newyorknewyork was alright ...
potato wedges -- "ding"
fries -- "ding" as long as its potato
fish & chips -- "deh" dunno whether its fish or flour
chicken/pork chop -- ok
ice cream -- milky
candy floss -- fun
ambience -- "ding"
service -- would be a "ding" if they din check our table 32424525245 times ... ask to clear my food 242534524 times ... ruin our cake surprise when we told them 14254345 times we r still waiting for another person to turn up ... seems like they cant wait to get rid of us ... n i dun get the some waiters dun take orders thingy ?? maybe they shud have a different uniform for trainees or smthing ??

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koupedfrm ben's fren's blog ...
v accurate !!

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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hmmm i shud find a job that i like i noe ... but not easy ...
i muz be courageous!

omg ... i was so bz drawing out my exam timetable i forgot to watch gooong T.T

n todae's episode shows the scene where shin helps cai jing into her shoe ..............

i cant believe the no. of chaps i hafta study for 214 ...
freaking 31 ?!?!?!?!?
n the onli time i flipped the book was the time i had to do my FI proj -_-
i m so so so dead ... zzz

my prof bought sweets for us frm his US trip ...

so sweet rite :)

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feel like going to bangkok ... anybody ?

i was looking through the pictures folder ... and i realised how skinny momo was (as compared to fat little ji ji) ...

hmm ... so i really did torture my hammie ???

bei was right ...
wad was i waiting for ?!?!?!

off with the acc !!! off with the bugger !!!

off with the msn acc too ???

... the msges r back ...
i tot someone said someone will leave me alone if i dun feel comfortable ... so y is that someone demanding a response again ?!?!?!

grrrrr ... i really dun wanna do/say anything mean ... perhaps i'm onli left with the last choice ... maybe i'll delete the acc once n for all la ... n change my email addresses too ... thank u for forcing me into this state ... thank you veri much ...

my boy did a veri cute thing todae ...
he picked up his own bian bian n placed it at the bian bian corner i created for him !!!
my smart little one *beams*

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i think i need to upgrade my sim card ? heh

grinning to myself like a silly old cow ...
luckily xy is more mature den me ? lol
silly stubborn xh !!!

i was thinking ...
if the theory holds true ... that rich folks r stingy folks ...
perhaps i could be a personal shopper ??? sourcing for gd bargains + feasting my eyes on pretty stuff ...
sounds fun ... lol

omg i'm so excited la ... love surprises ... gthering all the stuff excites me ... lol

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psi 150 !!!
bukit timah hill is no longer fog-gy but hazy ... eeeu

elearning was quite fun ... papa & mama r so fascinated with the video conference thingy ... heh ... n my prof's such a funni guy ...

"happy mooncake" ... lol ... cute ...

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how come nobody wanna reply to my mail ???
onli yun bothered ???
*sigh*

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goong starting nxt week !!! die die muz rewatch ...
but i prefer their actual voices ... not so kiddish ...

no zhu zhai bings for me this yr T.T

i need to juz heck care ...
y shud i be so bothered abt this when i wasnt the one who started it ?
its alright ...
i can be a loner at home ...
absolutely fine with me ...
u dun need me n i no longer need u ...
we shall no longer speak ...
thank u ...

sick ...
dun understand y those bugs always chooose the wrong time to get me : recess break -_-

haven been online shopping much but my acc is still depleting !!! i dun wanna see 1s ...
i NEED a part time job !!!

my sis's bf's parents asked my papa n mamee out for dinner ... according to ah ma ... this means that wedding bells r near ... lol

that means i can officially get a nice little dress to wear ... hehe ...
n maybe xy n i can get our own rooms ... den guai guai will be able to stay in with me !!!

budden again ... i dun think her bf proposed to her yet ...
perhaps da ren dou xiang tai duo le ...

my voice is now hoarse frm all the "one card two cards!!!" ... but it was fun :)

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more 7 bucks ktv session !!!

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218 quiz nxt week ...
fyp readings ...
307 readings ...

i'm still in the holiday mood -_-

y isit that pple cry when they r sad ???
y isit that tears can flow continuously ???

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anyway ...

i've locked myself in the rm for a he ping de jing zuo in protest of unreasonable treatment (its amazing how the magical effects of my special day wears off so quickly)

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i feel bad for xy ... cos i locked her out of her own rm ...

i feel bad for my sis's bf ... its not dat i hate his home cooked bar chor mee ... blame it on the bad timing ...
(on the bright side i might lose some weight frm skipping dinner?)

i feel bad for guai guai ... no dinner for me means no dinner for him too ... shud have brought him in to join me with the he ping de jing zuo ...

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apparantly the aircon controller is more impt den me ...

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i realised tt if i were to run away frm home/if my papa were to kick me out ... i have no where to go !!!
tot abt sis ben n kat ... i cant burden them can i ???
hmmm i still got ah ma ...

hmmmm ... i think guai guai is either afraid of me / simply hates me T.T

he (yes i'm 90% certain) juz sleeps / pretends to sleep nonstop when i'm around -_-

bah ... how do i win him over ......

think i received the best bdae pressie yest ... a hammie !!! (tentatively named guai guai)
momo this is ur new sis/bro ... so u muz share mamee's love with her/him ok :)
there was this mixture of feelings when they handed it to me ...
have been wanting to get a hamster ... but m unsure of whether i'm prepared enough ...
& looking at the little one brings me flashbacks of momo ...

nonetheless ... thx peeps !!! for taking time to meet me at this ulu pandan inaccessible place :P
n for bringing this little one into my life :)

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we finally met up with ms mia carine ... lol ... muz meet up more often la !!! (din really have time to update each other)
i noe ... nxt time come to my hse for tennis again ??

was meant to be a surprise for me ... but we met in the toilet ... lol

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got attacked by guilt pangs when i received this ecard sent by 'she' yest ... i tot i should have been long forgotten ... n i really dun deserve to be treated this way having ignored that someone for '1095 days' (omg if that someone really counted day by day)

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shud i get that waterproof cam ??? can take pics underwater u noe ...

thx peeps :)

these r complimentary gifts frm fish & co ...
all of us agreed that fish & co JP has pretty gd service ...
i really felt special although their da pai chang kind of embrarrassed me a little ... lol

2 more things that made my day yest ...

#3
my spongebob tee is here ... its so cuuute !!!

#4
meeting up with crez peeps ...
i actually expected a small celebration with sis ben & bud ... but it really surprised me when yun & moo appeared frm the toilet ... LOL ... n kn came tooo ...
thx peeps ... i really feel loved this time round ... lol ... n the bracelet is lovely :)

ooh n we went to eskibar ... really freezing cold la ... but it was fun (minus the 2nd hand smoke)...

cant wait to develop my fisheye pics ...

lol ...

2 things dat made my day ...

#1
gong chan & yu rin got together !!!
grandpa shud have been less stubborn frm the start ...
2 thumbs up for my girl ... deviated frm the standard draggy kdrama ...

#2
i think eng han juz divulged a surprise plan to me ??? lol ... blur gal ...

time for smile pasta :)

my new love ...
my girl ...
5 more episodes left !!!
spent the whole of yest & todae on it despite of a killer(in my opinion) derivatives test tmr :P

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dun like the way 'strangers' dig info out of me ...
but i've learnt my lesson frm 'blocking' dat someone ...

T.T the ASOS dress dat i wanted went OOS again ... fated ... i guess ...

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celebrated enghan's bdae at sakae!!! i love surprises ... lol ... hope she truly like the bag we got her ...

n the silly paper bag i made gave way -_-

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fan yi cheng's concert was great :) at one point we were 1m away frm him ... n kat shook his hand !!!

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after much tot ... i dun think i'll be organising a bbq party ? too much planning n too last min ... lol ... n i get paiseh when pple sing me bdae song ...

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this person who added me on msn claimed tt he's my kindergarden cum pri sch fren ... not that i doubt him with those details he gave me ... but when i asked him how he got my email addie he actually said he randomly formed it ?!?!?!

n anybody noes who's xueling ... another pri sch of mine ????

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zzzzzzz

there goes my pretty ASOS dress T.T
*sigh* how come my orders with ASOS either doesnt reach me or gets rejected !?!?!?!
40 bucks saved .........

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on a brighter note ... meeting kat tonite for fan yi cheng's concert !!!
she's going to bring me to try the nice food in ny !!! hehe

OMG kwon sang woo is coming to sg !!!
someone's selling his "meet the fans" session pass for 35 bucks ...

3rd Sept 2006 , 3PM
The Ritz-Carlton Millenia, Singapore Grand Ballroom

cool ... i've nvr seen korean stars in person bfor .....

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ooh n for the lucky draw ...
i won a soccer table thingy ... 6th prize !!! lol ... better den nth ...

there was this scene in my lovely samsoon ... where san shi was playing the piano ... n samsoon sang along ...
the tune is now permanantly stuck in my head ...
i wanna set it as ring tone !!! lol

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some harbourfront staff called me yest to inform me that i won something frm their lucky draw !!!
i'm feeling lucky :)

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i kind of think that ying huo de fu is really true ...

was searching for cute FREE ecards ... when i found this ...
sanrio horoscopes

(August 23) Don't let feelings of helplessness bring you down. While you can't control everything, there are plenty of positive changes that you can make, starting today. Look for ways to improve your situation.

ZHUN !!

found the financial reports of sanrio too ...
hmmm ... having that in their website kind of spoils the magical image of hello kitty n fens ?? for me at least ...

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i registered for a new email acc ... diaoz@hellokitty.com ... LOL

completed my my lovely samsoon marathon ...

eh ... rather disappointed with the lack of twists ...

its either goong & full house r really better ...
or i've grown up enough to understand that these fictional stuff arent going to happen in real life ...

have i mentioned bfor tt all the male leads of these tw/kr dramas r rich ??? y is that so huh ??? normal pple like us have less drama in our lives ???

anyway ... hyun bin is kind of cute though ... lol ... small eyes n dimples ...

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i've been reading tuesdays with morrie ...

n i'm beginning to think abt wad i've done to my life ... the pple ard me ...

all the drama-ing tv-ing gaming n shopping ... wad gd will they do for me ?? i've been wasting precious time ...

n the pple ard me ... yes we all noe that we shudnt take the pple ard us for granted ... but sometimes i juz cant help throwing my temper blah blah blah even though i clearly noe that wad i've done might hurt these pple ...

n my sis ... so i shud forgive her bfor its too late ??? i cant bring myself to do that ... cos i'm stubborn ... true blue virgo ...

i want to become a better person ... somehow i'll try to become one ...

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"once u learn how to die, you learn how to live"

"each nite, when i go to slp, i die. n the nxt morning, when i wake up, i am reborn."
- mahatma ghandi

i dreamt of momo last nite :)
have been bugging xy to get me a hamster although i'm not sure whether i'm ready for one yet ...

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anyway ...

yes bei ... it's pan wei bo !!!
when xy n i reached at 445 the best place we could get was behind the escalators -_- 3rd lvl summore ...
that's when u need a cam with gd resolution & many many x optical zoom which unfortunately my cam doesnt have ...
btw the guy in purple is lan bo lao shi ...
watching him dance is a kind of xiang shou ...

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ooh ... n i forgot to mention wad my lecturer did on fri ... he actually gave the 2 foreigners in my class $$ n told them to bring us out for a drink ... lol ... i wonder if he gets paid by sdu ...

its OVER !!!

i can now
breathe the fresh air ...
laugh whole-heartedly ...
slp in peace ...
get my life back ...

the lecturer was really encouraging ... he noes i lack confidence ... he noes i'm all nervy ... but he said all the right stuff to make me feel better ... n i appreciated that :)

happy ... as for now ...

omg ... i can feel the blood rushing to my head again ...

this silly proj is killing me man ... all the cells sacrificed ...

seriously ... how can u juz edit the animation that i painstakingly made without informing me beforehand !!! without even discussing with me !!!

i din wanna sound pissed but i couldnt help it ...

i spent the whole nite on it ... including timing the appearance of every dialogue ... every move ... u juz cant change my settings anyhow u like ?!?!?!?!

my goodness ... i'm going to explode ...

i dun wanna be calculative abt this ... but i really dun see the effort u put in this proj ...
the research ... i did ...
the animation u wanted ... i did ...
all bcos its our proj ... i din mind ...

but i dun think i deserve to die prematurely bcos of all the cells i'm killing everytime u have 'news' for me ...

everytime i see ur name in my inbox i noe smthing's gonna be wrong ...

i dun feel apreciated at all ...

got my last pay frm the bank ...
no more income for me T.T
i need a part time job ...

smile pasta episode 5 is nice :)
save the last dance for me is getting addictive ...

no videos for me todae ...

do pple meet up to work on their projs a day bfor the presentation?

pls ... stop giving me disappointments ... n stop trying to psycho me to meet on thurs instead bcos u have a longer break ... i've alreadi done my part by agreeing to a meetup on my FREE DAY ... juz take it that i "INSIST" to meet tmr ... i've had enough of this ...

y m i blogging at this hr instead of catching up on my beauty slp/working on that derivatives tut ?

cos i'm seriously abt to explode ...

havent we fixed our meeting time last week ?

how can u juz tell me last min that u need to attend the lect of a module that u have not even confirmed ?!?!??!

old fren or not ... i'm extremely dissapointed ...

u really shud have told me EARLIER out of respect ... cos u had how many days ? fri sat sun mon ... 4 days to let ur dear fren noe ... n u onli told me now when we r supposed to be presenting coming fri ?!?!?!?

wad if i slept early n onli wake up tmr to find that i'm in this shit u threw me ... (actually i did fall aslp while doing that tut ... n my m i lucky i woke up juz in time for ur msg)

isit becos we r old frens dats y u no longer need to consider my feelings when making decisions ? isit bcos we r old frens u can simply forget that i have a 2 day week ... n dat we fixed our meeting date on tues right after my 2 sems ...

BRAVO !!! now i hafta go back to sch on my FREE DAY for a 2 hr discussion ?n its not abt the free day or not issue ... its the 'trust' that was broken ...
n the thing is xh really hates everything last min ... xh hates changes ...

i'm dissapointed ... with human beings in general ... y r we made in such a way that its always 'me' that comes first ... ...

there's a fine line between being knowledgable n being a show off ... n Mr SO appears to be the latter ... i m so not interested to find out that he noes abt credit default swaps blah blah blah ... n wads with that I noe everything i m smart look ... pui ...

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when Guy GS produced that name card thingy right after the prof said he was bad at remembering names ... i seriously felt disgusted ... i thought to myself --> bloody bootlicker ... pui ...

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now i wonder ... who r the ones who will get successful in life ...
n it dawned on me that its going to be pple like Guy SO & GS ...
not the "salmon" but the "hen" ...
n yes ... i'm so going to lose out to these pple ...

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on a sidenote ... i like my prof ...

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on a sidesidenote ... mamee's addiction is driving me nuts ... mapling is so not impt can !!! y doesnt she understand ...

got a 930 sem ltr ...
it still feels like holiday to me ...
i <3 my 2 day week ...
the veet thing still doesnt quite work on me ...
i dun understand mamee's addiction to maple ...
i wanna get a dress ...
need to work those fat off -_-

i think its my new jelly shoes ... they make me giddy somehow ...
the plastic-y smell ...

still feeling pukey ... i seriously think its papa's driving skills :X

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anyway my wishes r granted ... mp3 player ... arty lomo ... jelly shoes (although they r a little big for my feet T.T)

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kind of miss hall life again ...
cheerleading pracs (although CR is always yelling at me ... n i'm the vase of all vases)
the times when everyone (wendy melia regine van shanley shufang) bunked in 62 ...
not slping till the wee hrs ...
acting as ghosts during fright nite ...

i juz feel that i'm going to miss out on alot of stuff ...

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the veet thingy doesnt work on my leg ... n i juz spent another 40 bucks on the A&F military bag that i tried not to buy a few mths back -_-

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this is outdated news but congrats to our first cheerleading couple ^^

omg my player's here !!!!
creative totally exceeded my expectations ... the player was supposed to arrive nxt mon ...
their service has won me over despite of the ugly stik-ons that i received ... lol
n the delivery guy looked quite cute ... i think ... cos i juz glanced n din stare ... lol

omg i swear i'm growing old le ... i actually forgot to wish xin happy bdae on wed !!! wad kind of fren m i -_-

so to make up for it ... here's one big one ...
HAPPY BELATED BDAE XIN!!! :):):)

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think i really need to bu nao le ...

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anyway i saw this while having dinner juz now ...

a toucan i think (looking at its big beak) !!! a skinnier ... older ... fiercer looking one ...perhaps
OMG can !!! a toucan !!! 50 metres away frm me ... right outside my window ... m i in luck or wad ... i was so excited i couldnt take a proper well focused pic ...

toucans r so cute !!!

i juz ordered my zen neeon 1G online !!! 159 bucks ... FREE speakers ... FREE stik-ons ... FREE delivery ...
gd deal ????
nvm the ugly blue backplate ... the ugly free stik-ons ... i think i ordered the last 1G ??? cos its OOS when i last checked ... lalalala ... lucky me ...
n i paid using mamee's card ... heh ...

i've been reading this book that xy borrowed ... abt this couple who eloped to italy to get married ... n they brought along their besties who eventually fell in love with each other ...

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so i had this kuku dream this morn ... abt my papa's fren having ling zi xiang's (dun ask me y ling zi xiang) concert tickets ... n the concert was held in spain ... so we were all going to spain !!!
imagine the excitement !!! ... the cobbblestone pathways ... the old brick buildings ... castles !?!?!?

but i woke up before i could even step foot on spain T.T

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wish i was less broke ... n the pple ard me werent as broke as me ... den we could have gone backpacking in europe ?

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suddenly feel the need to get out of this little island ... hols gonna be over soon !!!

but papa wont let me join bei to jb ... safety reasons ... i kindof understand ...

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so beaching anyone ?? or anywhere safe with nice scenary ??

i wanna put my fisheye to gd use bfor the cobwebs grow ... heh

first time i organised a surprise party ...

well ... dunno if we actually did surprise xin ... lol ... but i hope the gal enjoyed herself ...
everyone said my choc walnut brownie #2 was yummy !!! lol ... yes its a premix ... but still ... not everyone can turn premixes into edible brownies ?
n lucky kat picked the v rare charcoal bit ...
*reminds self to always stand left when taking photos*

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tadah !!!

our v first s13neoprint !!! it was fun squeezing so many heads into a snapshot ... lol ...

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after 3 sessions of tennis n 1 noon of ice skating .......

my poor 'abnormal' toe has turned more purplish ... no more cover feet sports for me till the blueblack disappears ...

boooooooooooooooooo ...
my choc walnut brownie is totally screwed ...
mamee misread fahrenheit for degree celsius ...
now i have one HUGE charcoal in the baking tray ...

all the wasted tlc i put into it ...

so much for a surprise T.T

2 hrs of tennis = bruised fingers n toes -_-
i think my toes r too long la ... that answers for the blisters n blood clot ...

but it was fun ... cos i sweated like a pig ... lol ... (think the amt of calories burned ... hehe)

n it was kind of embarrassing ... cos there were 2 pros playing in the opposite court ...
xy n i were so noobish lo ... lol

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i <3 the zara sale ... there r so many tempting stuff to get !!! n everything is neatly hanged ... not thrown everywhere ...

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i <3 shopping with xy cos she refrains me frm splurging ...
but the gal says she hates shopping with me bcos i always drive her crazy with my indecisiveness ... lol ...
at least i pay for her buys wad ...

its official ... my 3 weeks of freedom !!! weee !!!

lots of pics to upload ...

first up ...

i got the princess jasmine polaroid !!! lol ... too bad for jas :P

i noe i'm slow but this is the first 21st bdae party dat i attended ... lol ... it was lots of fun ... the preparations ... trip to escape ... overnite stays ... meeting of old frens ... yeah ... hope the bdae gal enjoyed herself too !!!

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nxt up ... attachment pics ...

my cubicle !!! my colleagues love to feed me with chocs n junkfood ... not that i mind ... lol ... n i realise the stuff on my table r in shades of red ...

i seriously wanted to take myself n the buiding behind ... but my head's too big ? lol ... n i'm going to miss the golden shoe 60 cents dao hui drink ... nice n cheap !!!

nxt time cannot take pics with ms kuah n ms lau le ... i look so fat beside them can T.T

pre n post presentation ... the gal on the extreme right in the first pic is our dear ms kuah's twinny !!!

proud holders of my end product ... i'm glad they loved it !!! but i prefer my sketches though ...

my dear colleagues ... no grp pics cos the others were either absent/not close to me/busy with meetings T.T

the onli grp pic i have taken on princess's last day ... check out our fiona xie look alike ...

this pic is specially edited by me ... lol ... got someone's alert in it ...

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well its all over ... n there's this mixture of feelings ... ecstatic cos of the hols comng up ... sad cos i'm leaving this bunch of pple who've taken gd care of me for the past 2.5 mths ... dread cos the nxt time i start working ... its for real ... no more happy go lucky ... no more 630 chop ...

i think i'm gonna feel lighter everyday frm now till the end of my attachment :)

good news #1
i wont be involved in the final presentation nxt week !!! lol ...
so todae my grp finally met up n we decided on having 3 speakers instead of 8 ... lucky me ... i'm not one of the 3 ... hehe ...
major relief !!!

but my big boss sup asked me a qn that kind of caught me off guard ... i tot he would be more than happy to not attend the presentation thingy ... but he actually asked me whether i felt disappointed abt not being able to present ...
his (trick) qn really set me thinking la ... wad m i supposed to reply ?? that i felt disappointed bcos i wasnt given the chance to proof myself ?? -_-i cant lie for nuts la ...
*sigh* i bet my honesty will be badly reflected on my appraisal ...

sometimes i really wish i could be less reserved ...

anyway this is supposed to be a happy post ... so ...
good news #2

9 more days to freedom !!!!! LOL
i cant wait !!!!

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receiving his msg makes me moody ... i dunno y ... i feel bad but i juz dun feel like replying ...

i'm juz heartless la .............

yest's s13 outing was fun ... probably bcos i din kenna my evil forfeit ... lol ...
qw has ch to thank for leaving behind his bowl of tang yuan ... it gave me the idea of looking for a random female stranger on the street and feeding her with our tang yuan ... hehe ...
n qw was sporting enough to get rejected 6 times ...
i think i'll be their target to sabotage for the nxt outing le ... better not lose any bet/game ... lol

after reading memoirs of a geisha ... n this afternoon's small talk session with json ...
i realise i desperately need a direction in life ...
how i wan my future to be ...
wad kind of life i wanna lead ...
everything's still a blur to me ...
n i onli have 1 yr left ...
i'm worried ...

but json n princess did give me quite alot of advice ...
i'm grateful for having such colleagues ...

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dat day A told me B was supposed to give me work since he was the one who requested for a temp staff ...
todae B told me it was A who requested for a temp staff ... so she was supposed to be responsible ...
i m juz confused la ...
so who's supposed to be in charge of giving me work ???
it seems like my help is not quite needed -_-

n i realise that pple put on different masks when they interact with different pple ...
quite scary isnt it ??

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met up with taka peeps todae ... which reminds me i haven seen miss carine for ages !!!! anyway i love the mud ooze ... yum !!!

zzzzzzzzz

hmmm ... i noe dat it was nasty of me to ignore all his mails ... but seriously i juz dun feel v comfortable being his fren ... i have my rights to choose my frens dont i ...

*sigh* so do i reply him for 1 last time / continue to ignore / simply delete my friendster acc ...

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n y y y y muz my spree stuff go oos at this pt of time ...
mood spoiler #2 T.T

2 intensive hrs of mapling n i onli managed 20% -_- not v impressive considering its 2x exp !!!!

zzzzzzz

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anyway kat n i went to join the mango crowd yest ...
lots of squeezing ... digging .... flipping ...
it was quite fun la ... but i think the mango sale is kind of over-rated ... i onli bought 1 top after 1 hr of sourcing ... lol ... maybe its day 2 alreadi ba n everywhere's in a mess ...

n we finally satisfied our craving for secret recipe's chocolate banana ... yum !

if ur hand touched a fellow commuter's butt in a crowded morning train ... would u
1. try ur best to control ur hand ... or
2. continue to let ur beastly hand roam freely and irritate the poor commuter

i stupidly tot it was somebody's bag onli to find out ltr that nobody carries their bag so low until it touches others' butt ... !@#$%$@#

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think this mth is my tao hua mth ...
so i shall bi guan n make full use of the 2x exp n drop rate in maple ...

zzzzz

i realise my days without data entry r more torturous ...
i can onli stone/countdown to lunch n knockoff time/SECRETLY draw ... fold stars n cranes (yes dats how bored i got) ...
wads worse ... my internet connection is gone again now that Unice has left T.T cant even SECRETLY access my online shopping sites ...

so ....... i started designing my bun-head cartoons ... frm ducky ... piggy ... now i've got cobwebgal ... hehe

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can someone teach me how to act busy in a more interesting way ..................

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anyway i did this quiz in cleo mag n tadah ...
u need to let your guard down & let the man whom u think is not ur type try to win ur heart. so what if he's chatty? at least u wont die of boredom on the nxt date.

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i'm juz super bored la ... somebody save me ................

first n foremost .........
HAPPY BDAE KAT !!!!
& HAPPY BELATED FATHERS' DAY TO MY PAPA :)

to my dear kat ... i muz still emphasize that i hope u can find ur ru yi lang jun sooon ... like super soon ok :)

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so we went to the ricetable ... n smthing super embarrassing happened la ....
i got 'approached' by one of their staff -_-
it was super paiseh cos xh doesnt noe how to react to
-compliments frm stangers
-free drink
-namecard
n seriously i think its either
-his eyes got stamp or
-the lighting in the restaurant is really too good(dim)
cos i got da bing lian ... bad face day ... screwed hair ... fats all over ... n normal pple wont approach someone like this lo ...
in addition the guy wrote that he's frm sp ... xiao didi-s r not for xh cos i myself m childish enough ... but shy guys do attract me ... LOL

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gotta rush to work again ... i haven slept enough !!! zzzzzzzzzzz

woot 510 bucks !!!
:):):)

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my fisheye's here ... mamee n papa dont seem too happy though ... lol ... they feel i'm wasting money ... again ...

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i hate presentations ...
torture ...

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data entry's over for the moment ... till the oversea branches send me their compilation ...

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i still hate presentations ...

did anyone catch the goong trailer after lu guang sen lin yest nite ?!?!?! omg chn U's gonna air goong on tv !!!! hehe i can watch shin gun on bigger screen !!!

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anyway yest was a sad day ... steeeed's last day ... i can feel that everyone's gonna miss him ... n he's gonna miss everyone too ...
my 'mentor''s gone ... nobody to give me tips on bnf stuff le ......

nxt week will be Unice's last day ...

n dunno when it will be princess's ... i think they plan to transfer her to another dept after the merger ...
nanny teared ...
i feel for them ...

this mth seems like a bad one for my dept ... i dunno ... i juz feel sad that pple r leaving ... but like wad the big boss told us on the impromptu meeting ... change is the onli constant ...

it felt like the longest train ride ever (esp since A picked such a nice timing to visit his hospitalised fren ... leaving the 2 of us without a mediator) ... i totally expected the silence n everything ... but i hafta agree with my consultant 1 that this is the best way to 'patch things up' ...
thankfully the evening train was super crowded ... n the upper being sent this lady to stand in between us ... i couldnt be more grateful ...

still i feel that this so called 'patch up' is superficial ... i din feel any sincerity on her part ... except for her initiation of the meetup after work ...

wadever it is i dun wanna dwell on this anymore cos its damn tiring ... n todae's a gd day ... so i shant spoil my mood ...

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so this morn my colleagues invited me to join their CRE course ... hehe ... at least its smthing other den data entry ...
the course was boring la ... cos half of the time i couldnt understand the terms they used ...
but it was an enjoyable experience ... to see how the working adults behave ... how they take down notes ... how they qn ... blah blah blah ...

lunch at banquet ... consultant 1 n i met this really nice indian lady who din try to bully us like most working adults do :)

oh n the nicest angmo i have ever met ... greg ... speaker of the CRE course ... he's all smiley n has those puppy-ish eyes lo ... (unlike the one who called me idiot n the other one who refused to give way to me !!!)

n json had to introduce me as a 'shy gal' to those mrm pple who came down todae (including greg) -_- v paiseh one lo ... i mean i noe its the truth la ... but dun need to introduce until so detailed ba ... still um chio me ...

lastly ... xtine promised me a visit to the dealers rm !!!! exciting can !!!

yeah eventful day :)

wad a bad day lo ...
all the accumulated injustice finally led to the outburst ...

i dun get it ... onli wad u sae is correct ... have u considered my feelings when u told me off regarding the sup nick name, lj, ms issues ... n todae ...

in the first place did u let me noe their actual names ?? no ... except for 1 ...
u were the one who started talking bad abt ur fren but u juz conveniently push the blame to me when smthing crops up ...
i did ask u whether the ms issue was confidential but u said no ...
so everything is my fault ... i m a big mouth ... i was trying to get u into trouble ...
like halo ... do u treat frens this way ... doubt their every action ... can ur xing ji dun be so zhong ...
wad i can sae is my conscience is clear ... wadever i did i have no wadsoever intention of getting u into trouble ... n i hate it when pple start accusing me of things that i have no intention of doing ...

so today ...
seriously y would i wanna leave A out ... he's my fren lo ... y muz u put things in that way ... yes ... i might have neglected him when i walked off with kat ... but so ?? do i deserve a 'scolding' frm u (ok to make it fair i cant rem ur tone or whether u even did raise ur voice) ... it wasnt even on purpose lo ...

it is easy to pacify me ... i dun need the s word ... i juz wanna see actions ...

but u juz had to ignore me on the way back till lj felt i was left out ... yes ... lj ... someone i barely know for a mth ... not u ...

even json felt that i wasnt alright after lunch ...

i m stubborn ... really stubborn ... i noe this whole thing is silly ... but i juz dun wanna give in ... this is me ...

results ...
well all i can sae is dat my yr 2 results r plagued with Bs ... not that i'm upset with Bs ... they r definitely better den Cs ...
but human beings r always greedy ...
i hope this is an upward trend to As in yr 3 ... lol

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my tofuru is officially a lvl 70 fire mage ... weeee

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data entry nvr seems to end ...

LOL ... 2 day week !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
not my ideal timetable ... but still ... i'm so happy la ... got pple to pei me for all my sems ... hee ... so chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi is really true ...

i've decided to get my fisheye :)

good news !!
my office comp finally has internet access ... lol ... all thx to my lovely colleague :):):)
n xtine commented tt i've got initiative ... LOL ...
i look forward to smthing nice in my appraisal ...

json will be back tmr = no more slacking ard (hopefully i wont be stuck with data entry again)

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shud i get the fisheye or miss the 3rd lomo spree !?!?!?!?! i cant make up my mind !!! 84 bucks ... shud i or shud i not ...........

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i think i need to get myself a part-time job when sch starts ... i feel so broke ... tuitions make gd money ... but i cent teach lo T.T ... i need some other lobangs ...

no da vinci code for me todae :(
but its ok la ...
i'm having a breakout week anyway ... lol ...
n i can watch my superband ... without xy T.T

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paiseh kat kat ... wasted all ur effort ...

work life = no life

gss !!! my buys frm the past 2 days:
2 work pants
2 work tops
1 shirt

lol ... even shopping revolves ard work ... how boring !!!

but the good thing is ... mamee paid for all those stuff ... lucky me :)

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random:

xy's going to obs tmr !!! 4 days of sleeping alone ... having no one to scream at ... no one to talk to at nite ... lol ...

i missed the lomo spree :( again !!!

da vinci code with kat tmr !!! cant wait !!!

the media n design sch's not offering intro to animation this sem T.T y din they let me take it last sem !!! now i wont get to take it anymore ...

exam results coming out soon ?? super nervous can ... i have this bad feeling ............ hope i wont disappoint ah lau ...

lastly ... i need a lunch clutch ... a new pair of covered flats for work ... n i wan my lomo mp3 jelly shoe ... lol ... if onli money drops frm the sky ... den everything will be much easier ...

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xh shall be more enthu abt work nxt week ...

i realise i got telepathy with kat n sis ben todae ... lol ...

ktv tmr :):):)

weeee .... i'm so happy la ... i can fit into the ae jeans !!! heeeeee ... yahoo 'research' works ... lol

but the wetseal top's abit big n erm transparent ... dunno whether i shud sell ...

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the spree organiser's such a nice gal :) i shall leave her a nice feedback ...

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i wanna get ...
those white 'jelly shoes'
mp3 player (will the creative vs apple lawsuit affect prices in any way ??)
lomo cam

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i m so happy la :):):)